RIP ..

Screams, fights.... it's never alright
How he ignored you,
& you pushed him out of your life.

Your fucking cursed, you broke down the glass,
It broke so hard, it left no scar
Yet it cut you so deep, now you cant sleep.

The day his father died,
for a second it stole your breath away,
You couldnt do anything besides live a lie.
He never even had the chance to say goodbye

And everydays pain brings you more hatred
How you seem so lost,
and suddenly everything he owned seemed sacred.

The way you locked yourself up pretending it was nothing
while i cried and cried..
you simply hating. Remiscing.

You gotta let it go and stop blamin'
There's nothing you can do to stop the poison
You aint gonna let anyones coffin rest on your conscience.


To my Dear cousin..may your Dad's soul rest in peace :