No, it's not okay.

Why dont you see,
Atleast try to be happy for me..
Why cant you understand ?
Some people were just never meant to walk hand in hand...

For once im not lost
I've lived my life & made mistakes,
I paid the cost.
Hoping they would erase.

This is love,
It's not lust..
What i have is beautiful
I dont lack trust.

Why don't you get that you two were never meant to be,
& Maybe its different with me.
'Cause i loved him aswell...
Except i held on to him loosely and set him free
& He came back for me.

'Cause i waited,
& Cried...
You asked if I was okay..
& I lied
I trapped my pain,
I let it consume me...
Tear me up from right to left..
Cuz i watched him abandom me.

Everything to lose,
Nothing to gain...
Cause its fucking up my head
& driving me insane.


Please dont... Dont HURT ME.