iLlusions.

My life, a blurred vision.
Where you see what you want,
& What you need leads to corruption
I put you first, you were my only,
I trusted you and waited faithfully.
And all that you will be is nothing of what i wanted you to be.
I wanted you,
needed you...
I waited for you.
But you never could see,
The damage you've done to me
You said what you had to say
I alleged it was a game,
which you said you didnt play..
I was more like your sister,
But i never felt that way.
Simply waiting for your msg's after midnight..
day after day.
This was all an illusion, none of it was true,
The way i cared & loved ... I did it for you.
I dont know how i feel...
But this isn't a lie..
This is real.