Story of her Life

I put up with it for too long now
How i raise my head up,
No... it aint down.
And no, i wont cry...
until reality hits...and its just another lie

I dont want to love,
i dont wanna try,
Cuz i dont want to feel that emptiness
Until the day i die...

I feel this hole punched right through my chest
you werent meant to be like the rest..
You were meant to last,
Now she died an Outkast

Story of her life,
So blunt it hit me like a knife.
With every second that i put a smile on my face,
i gave myself a reason to laugh

Because the earth wasnt meant to stop spinning,
You should know by now Lifes a game,
You gotta try to keep winnin
Before they black out your name.

Right before my heart made a choice,
this was meant to be another try..
Heart is striving to hear your voice..
Despite those promises that are now a lie.