The Coffee's Not Strong Enough

He grabbed me backwards and forced my body close to his, my heart was racing..

He could hear my heart beat. I felt like i was gonna melt in his arms...

He slowly put his arm around my waist.. && leaned towards me and kissed me.. the way he put his hand underneath my shirt and touched me, i was a doll in his arms. He slowly caressed me.. i felt his cold hands run up and down.. with every touch i felt safe..

The way he wrapped his arms around me & handled me with grace, i was the picture.. he was the frame. Distance would kill.. his smell would linger on my clothes.. and his touch.. i felt it every second i thought of him.

I felt light headed, these thoughts shot like speeding cars.

The papercuts, the cheating lovers. The coffee's NEVER strong enough.. some people consider it as bad luck.. But we got it all, i wont lose my head, i wont kill myself.

Cuz none of us are angels, && u know i love you yea ?

Sleeping pills, they cut me off completely, this numbness will consume you limb from limb.

Will get in your head and confuse you.

Make you...  The result of the shit you went through !

His beautiful lie.. 

I was fighting through every RHYME.

Typing up every LINE.

Glistening in the cold sweat, of guilt. I've watched you slowly winding down for two years now, you cant keep on like this..

Nows a bad time as any... The clocks have stopped, my heart beats dropped. && i lay here with him now.. it's not you anymore.. We takin' it back one step at a time..

Where you'll be the prince and ill be your princess.

There there baby... It's just text book stuff, its in the ABC of growing up..

Now now darling...YOU dont kill yourself... cuz none of us were angels... and you know i'll always love you, yeah ? ..