Burn x

The only thing left to burn is pain as fuel for my journey,
Case closed...
No need for a fuckin attorney..
You dont witness any lies,
The truth cant rott within you.. its in your eyes.
I can't take back what isn't rightfully mine
I cant cry over you not promising it's going to be fine,
But i made him a part of my life and that cant be erased by time
& with every smile you put on my face.. i wont forget
I'll never regret,
I dont want you to walk away,
I beg for your stay,
I dont mind pleading.. day after day..
You left a heartache no one can heal...
You left a memory, no one can steal.

<3

What was i thinking beleiving you and letting you in,
I was through with relationships, this shit was meant to end
Then you walked in and it all seemed right..
You gave me love,
..Sleepless nights.
This week... somethings changed,
it's all re-arranged..
things just aint the same,
Im not that girl you loved so much,
the girl you waited to hear her voice,
...needed her touch,
I listened to you ! I LET YOU IN...
I GAVE YOU MY HEART...
YOU THREW IT IN THE BIN
You told me you wanted me...
I waited for that kiss...
that never came along, and missed my lips..
If cant commit to me then just walk away...
Cuz i fucking trusted you, i wanted you to stay
And now, somethings messed up...
something aint right...
i just cant make it,
Our relationship, i just dont know how to save it :'(

A7ebak mooottt <3

I cant think,
I cant write...
Its the thought of you that keeps me up all night.
2 weeks since i've seen your face,
10 hours since i've heard your voice...
October 26th ... My heart made a choice.
To either be with you & stand,
Or fall and let go of your hand
Without you im incomplete & its impossible to make it through.
I just cant stop thinking about you.
The thought of losing you brings me to tears,
It burns my heart, its my BIGGEST fear.
Of waking up and your just not there,
I breathe you, you are my air.
Im breaking, i feel it.
Your voice... I hear it.
Your touch, i need it.
Without you, im weak and kneeling.
And for you, my heart keeps bleeding
& if you leave, you will take the 'L' out of Lover..
and then it will be over.
I cry, it turns to night..
I die, i see the light..
My soul dies knowing your gone..
Just like the beat of my heart..
Music.. with no sound.

Ali <3

I don't wanna miss a thing.

Babey...
Do you know how important you are to me? How badly i need you.
And all this time, that i waited for you...
I dreamed of a day that i would make it through,
Just to be with you.
My whispers, once so silent.. were not, You could feel the hard throbbing of my heart,
Thats when your relationship ended, and 'WE' came to a start.
The way you cared and protected me,
The ice would melt before it could freeze me...
Even if i was put out to solidify.. That cold would not reach me.
Your warmth would melt it away..
..How badly i scream for your stay.
I feel like i could trust you with my life,
I'd give you my heart and let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul, but i already sold it.
I LOVE YOU... Beyond words. And with every touch you reach out to me, you touch my soul.
You make me whole. ... .. You make me happy :)
I love you, so much... that the phrase " I love you" is an understatement
When i hear your voice, my heart races
I shut up and listen to every word you say, cuz i dont wanna miss a thing.
Your always the last person I talk to before i sleep, and the first to wish me " Good morning "
Who would have thought that in 4 years, i would wake up to the most beautiful days of my life
You bless my day..
You make everything OKay..
I wanna love you forever ...
You are my purpose, my soul mate , My love.. My everything..
And because of that, i dont wanna miss a thing.
Ali Babey, I love you :)