Wednesday, 8 April 2009

Deeper

Cutting open the wound.
Now's the time to watch it bleed
Nows the time you pray to god you succeed
But there's no running away, no, not today.

The way you spoke with words that cut like knives
Destroying my faith, taking away my life..
No-one knows that i sometimes cry,
If i could pretend to sleep, just live a lie

When my tears start to fall,
i look out from behind these broken walls..
No one likes to loose their inner voice,
the one i used to hear before my life made a fucked up choice

Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way i feel, when im lying in the dark..
There's a voice inside my head saying 'It's Alright'

But fuck that shit... It's all just a beautiful lie.

Tuesday, 7 April 2009

I love you enough to let u go

Days and weeks of total ignorance... nobody's talking, because talking just turns into screaming
Since when did we become such rivals ? Such enemies ?
When did we learn to hate...   with time comes a great deal of patience, understanding.. & love.
But me and you are falling flat on our faces. We seem to be walking in reverse, these voices in my head are CONSTANTLY screaming, and its boiling in my blood running through my veins.
I.. I don't understand.
But there's a change now, this time i wont cry. 
I've moved on, stepped out of the frame... destroyed that picture. It doesn't exist. There's a twist..to this fairytale. Im not your princess anymore.  But i still care, i know i'm not strong enough to let go completely.
Looking at you makes it harder, but i know you'll find another 
Started with the perfect kiss...then we could feel the poison setting in..
Perfect couldn't even keep this relationship going.
You know that i love you so, i love you enough to let you go.